Rainbow at the end of a storm

We have sunny days,
We have rainy days,
These days are like life,
Where happy times and sad times exist,
One can be afraid to face the warm light,
Though it's warm,
One is afraid because when it is off,
One will have to go back to the dark,
Should one avoid this light to avoid the ultimate torture?
Or should one face this warmness, take it and face the risk?

A friend said,
Life is like a weather,
Sometimes sunny, sometimes wet,
but after a rain,
there will be a rainbow waiting at the end of a storm.

One should see life the way my friend sees it because that is what happiness is all about and I as a human is trying hard to see life that way yet all i wanted was the simple happy feeling

A Message of Reminder

Hmm...not interested in writing a poem today...i was watching high school musical 2 just now on tv and it obviously not as good as the first one however i learned lots from it. Again i am thinking a lot when i should not be, considering it is a holiday, summer holiday but what can i say, always be alert to learn from whatever you get to aid in your future life and decision. In summary what i learned is to appreciate what is today, to love and miss what is today and not look too far to the future to the extent i forget what i am feeling now which is the most important instead of constantly hunting for the truth or deeper meaning. I truly wonder if i will actually adapt to this but i know this is a good message. Don't lose yourself in the midst of aiming for the highest, for your future. Don't doubt yourself or try to predict or want to be in control of your future because plan changes and when it changes, not even yourself can control because you can't control fate. I once learned that the failure to plan is the failure to life but recently i had also learned that the failure to accept changes in plan is the failure to yourself, to your life because plan changes. Well this is not an advice for the world because this is something i am writing down to remind myself about how much i am a thinker that sometimes ruined what is most precious because i fail to see today and only tomorrow.

Mindset

How do u feel when you are down for no apparent reason? when you're thinking too much when you shouldn't or even feeling restless despite the fact you are supposed to be calmed and happy. I do not know the answer to that but but i know i m feeling that for whatever reason...life is all about a piece / peace of mind...

Butter buns making at midnite...

In progress buns

A plate of butter buns?

Buns?

My finger and the bun?

I made butter buns today. It didn't turn out as what i wanted but good enough considering my first time baking these things. I guess i was in a hurry to make it since its too late that it is not very fluffy as how buns should be cause i didn't allow it to stand long enough...lol...o well...ing ling since you're not here, i got to eat them all alone...sob sob*** i was bored and trying to finish the flour and also cause i watch Yakitate! n i was inspired to make it lol! Yun would so understand this. Miss you all...haih...all of you! Happy holidays! come back soon!

Randomisation ie understanding?

Songs sang with passion,
Where people listen closely,
Not just the ears that hear them,
But the heart that felt them,
What is the significant of a song?,
We can ask and perhaps many answers will be out,
But what is the true one?
Does it matter?
Human's curosity can be so high sometimes,
We fail to see the bigger picture,
But is it so wrong to be curious?
To want to know?
What is life, hiding and seeing things so simply?
Life is to be explored and understand,
One shall not just see what one feel,
But also what they see in others,
How to put one feelings aside to feel others?
Its not possible?...mankind be it selfish for it is a sin born with them

Thinking

Everyday we think,
Think of the angel,
Think of the devil,
We think so much that we kill our smiles,
We think so critically that we ruin surprises,
We think so judgementally that we scare friends away,
We think so far that we fear to face,
We think so deep, we read ones' minds
We think so meaningfully that every word meant more than it should mean,
We think so passionately that every emotions are overwhelmed,
We think so logically that we dare not do a thing,
We think so confidently that failure is not an option,
We think others think like us,
But perhaps we are wrong because it's just you that think of life this way.

Ps. Life is not perfect but you just got to accept what you can to feel the ultimate happiness, quit thinking and start enjoying

Risk vs Fate

I have things in my mind that requires time to solve and yet i am here doubting every single thing in life. Does it need to be that complicated? I am sure that i am a clear person with a mind that sort things out pretty well and yet i still have thoughts lingering around me. Is this life where sometimes the worst decision is actually made because decisions are simply too difficult to make? I wondered if i will regret what i am about to do soon. Hopefully this is a pretty picture and not a dark and Grey one that i will tear for. No matter what, i am clear that i will only tear and never cry hard. It is life, things happen and things goes wrong but sometimes they are pretty. We just need to move on with the wave. Though it is tough and cold in the sea but as long as we have hopes, we know that the wave will one day float us to the right way. I understand that fire is dangerous and i am playing with fire which probably if i get burn, i blame no one but me and myself. A friend told me life is a risk, die doing it or regret through life. Perhaps this friend of mine is right. Another friend tell me that life is written as a fate, no matter how far you run or go, it will return to you if it is yours. So one is risk and one is fate? Which is right when they both contradicts? If fate is there, should i risk since it will be mine anyway or if risk matters then fate does not determine at all, it is the courage i have today. How come am i feeling so strongly about things? Is this the destiny that is leading me? or am i just being naive, daring enough to place my life to fate? One will soon put their very precious to fate's hand and at the same time take the risk of their life. This is what we call a bet. Letting go fate and taking risk. Good luck