Blue blue sky

I see blue sky when i walk,
My head will be staring at it,
As i walk,
i think,
think so deeply wondering what is going through a mind like mine,
N realized that the song in my earphones will determine it,
Konayuki or american flightless bird or 21 guns tomorrow? or perhaps something new?
One never know but i certainly want to be free,
Hopefully soon i will put a new song into my mp3 and see the sky differently.

Ps. O lord, please let the sky be blue tomorrow =) 24/08/2009

Wishing

Wishing hard, very hard for something that is definitely impossible or almost impossible. Hoping that every dream is true and real. Wondering your real thoughts of life. Wishing you back every moment of life knowing you will never be back again...memories to feed the never lasting dream

Kau Ilhamku ~ MAMBAI

Beribu bintang dilangit
Kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang ataupun rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan

Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku
Kau ilhamku...

~Found.Loss.Hold.Release~

You found some,
Grab some and scattered around,
Decided on one and the one,
Letting the one be the one,
Giving everything to the one,
Never saying good bye to it,
Because it's the one.

You lose some,
Some fly too far you ignored,
Too engross with the one,
That you missed the one trying to go,
Holding on so tightly to the one,
Because it's the one,
Not realizing the one is gone,
Long gone far far away,
Not a glimpse back.

You hold some,
You thought you hold some,
Perhaps you do,
But it's only you,
Time to say good bye,
One had move on.

You release one,
Reluctance to lose the feeling,
Cruel reality speaks today,
Truth poured and should be known,
Faced to faced is a must,
For life belongs to no one but you,
To love is not to own but to let go.
To let go and see the one smile again.