Inner feelings

Don't u think that is beautiful? I think so...i wish to go again. It is so peaceful n beautiful. It is picture like this that made life more meaningful. This picture is taken long ago at Tunnel beach. And till now the cool breeze can still be felt. Exams or finals as many says are coming. I hope i don't fail. I need a chance to see this again. I want to go here will an open heart, smiling with joy and not regrets and crushed soul. May things be smooth and may no one sees this. The inner spirit that is determine to fight is coming out soon. Hopefully that is enough...

Ps. A sun rise to brighten the world but is afraid so it comes out slowly,
A sun sets to say good bye to the world, leaving reluctantly,
A heart rise slowly to say hello but is afraid to see what is coming,
A heart once crushed shall hide inside and stay for good,
A heart asked to open shall have doubts and fears,
Just as the sun, a person have inner feelings

The Mid-Autumn Festival

Once a year people gather,
Used to be the Chinese people,
Nowadays everyone gather,
Those who remember the day of the moon,
One shall think i am silly to write this,
But it is meaningful to those who understands,
The Mid-Autumn Festival,
Nothing fancy, nothing big,
Just some cakes that looks like moon,
With some lantern that lit the dark,
Those with tales shall laugh with it,
Those who don't shall joke around,
Mid-Autumn Feast is more than those,
It is the company,
It is the laughter,
It is the friendship,
That we cherished most at times like this...
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival everyone!

ps. dedicated to Ingling who wanted a poem for the mid autumn festival...

Born for a reason?

I can't study,
I can't focus,
I can't find my passion,
I can't understand my heart,
I can't see my heart smiling,
I can't see myself satisfied,
I don't want to see myself hate,
I don't want to see life too deep,
I don't want to be selfish,
I don't want many things in life,
As oppose to many people want too much for their life,
Everyone is special,
Everyone is born for a reason,
Am i lying to myself to make it feels like i have a purpose?,
Do one have a purpose?,
What is the purpose?,
One can search, one can sacrifice but one can never understand.

You're still you

Fear can exist in some and merely a word to others,
Fall can be such a fearful word to some but encouragement to others,
Dreams can be fragile to some but tough to others,
Hopes can be build by some but destroy by others,
Confidence is merely a word made to encourage,
Encouragement is just a courage made out forcefully,
Courage is nothing more than a determine heart,
Determination decides how far one run,
Still judgment is the decider
But you're still you