Born for a reason?

I can't study,
I can't focus,
I can't find my passion,
I can't understand my heart,
I can't see my heart smiling,
I can't see myself satisfied,
I don't want to see myself hate,
I don't want to see life too deep,
I don't want to be selfish,
I don't want many things in life,
As oppose to many people want too much for their life,
Everyone is special,
Everyone is born for a reason,
Am i lying to myself to make it feels like i have a purpose?,
Do one have a purpose?,
What is the purpose?,
One can search, one can sacrifice but one can never understand.