Love

Love is such sweet sorrow. The taste of honey as you first sip on it and the taste of bile when you taste the last drop. Love can be complicated and simple at the same time. Which way do you want to view it or should i say taste it? Sacrifice is love? Or am i wrong to say that? Is love just fun and enjoyments of the company of two people who never sincerely felt warm or cared for each other? Life can be such brutal statement at times. You tried hard to feel nothing but nothing is worse than something. What is nothing and what is something? Would feeling something makes one more alert? Or is it just a feeling of nothingness eventually? Life is all about confusions and cruel reality. We refused to see the truth even when those lies will eventually come back to you to slap you back to reality. How painful reality is and how confused one lies within truths and lies. Would one tell the truth even when truth hurts? Will one cry even when tears aren't worthy? Will one smile even when the whole world is frowning? How should one person act to face the cruel reality and brutal statements of society. Human judges. Human expects. Human wishes. Human hopes. Human wants. Human asks. The world is judgmental and do you know how this word comes about? From Judge and mental which means judging people is such a mental constrain to those judged. Ranting about life and love is such waste of time. Love is never pure and sacred in this world. People will never see love as such an importance and those who are blinded shall feel the sweet sorrow of love. Sorrow comes after sweet. Trust love? Up to you to see

10 TRUTHs ABOUT MONEY

1) Money is hard to find but easy to spend
2) Money makes people smile (when you found free money) & cry (when you get rob)
3) Money is everyone's dream and everyone's problem
4) Money can look like that $ or like that = S
5) Money can change people's attitude
6) Money can be used to scare people or help people
7) Money is can be a joke (use to prank others) or serious matter (I don't need to explain do i?)
8) Money is why people fight (fight because you want more) and love (common interest)
9) Money is never enough for anybody in the world but everybody will tell you money is not everything

10) Money is not everything but everything cost money

Boredom chattering!

When it is exam period, you would die to have a break and do nothing. When it is holiday, you are also bored and you want something to do. Now you get a job and you say you are bored in the night. Why? Simply cause you await for that one message to take your boredom away and yet you can't find it. It is the nature of us being human to feel bored easily and to complain. No matter how satisfied you are with life, you will always have something that bugs you even if it doesn't really affect your life what so ever. Believe it or not, we tend to take things for granted. We think that the world owe us that we can just do nothing and wish for things to happen but that is not the case. When we have something, we will complain and try to push it away, giving 3 million excuses saying how bad it is. When we lose it, then we cry. We want it bad. We beg to get it. We pray we are given it. We hope they come to us but do anybody actually care then? Only those who truly love you will but those you neglect countless times will one day leave and never return because that is the reality of the world. They go to someone better with more love and attention.

Feel as you listen to the unknown?

Can one feel when they close their eyes as wind gently blow pass them? Is it such a miracle when great unexpected things happen? Is as human we tend to see things passively? Or too positively? Which way are we heading? What can our feeling do to us as we listen to the unknown? Unknown could be anything, anything that gives u a feeling. One shall not fear if they feel no more. It simply means the deeper side of things are unseen. But those unseen things probably make life simpler. Life can be complicated when viewed in such a discrete way. Despite all the complication, having feelings of fear, hatred, angst, love, passion, sorrows or even confusion are part of life that made life meaningful. We live for a reason and die without a reason. Understanding is merely just an illusion but feeling is what the heart tells us deep from within.

Exam!

Today is still one of those days where exam rules and caffeine takes over you. For some reason I tend to feel better with coffee being the one that write my exam. Again I am not a fan of coffee. In fact i hate. I am just drinking it cause i feel smarter with it or at least i study and write much faster. My mind is still filled with the anime story and i am still kind of obsessed with it. I wished exam was over and i can finally forget about it but i can't and still stuck with it. Perhaps i should return to my studies or should i resume into a new anime? I want to draw them and in fact read the manga or recreated a new plot entirely with a better ending. I am too ambitious in that and i should really focus on what i am doing which i am not really enjoying really. Well who cares. In whatever we do we should try our best! And exam stress is not a good thing

Star Cross Lovers: Romeo x Juliet

Star_Cross_Lovers. I got this name from the anime Romeo X Juliet and it is a beautifully anime which tells us the story of true love and the insignificance of life without sacrifice. Personally I enjoyed the whole series despite what others said about it being boring or slow. It is how you see the anime that gives you the satisfaction. The plot wasn't boring at all. Maybe at times, it seemed almost cheeky or surreal but it is fantasy. I believe when Gonzo was writing this, he sticked to the idea of true love, conflict and tragedy based mainly on Shakespeare's original version. Gonzo changed the plot drastically and perhaps even gone a mile further to make Shakespeare's idea come to life. I think Gonzo made this anime well and the emotions by the characters seemed so real and i loved how i can read them even though they are not human. I once hated to watch anime but then i realised how much i can actually feel the emotions from them, probably even more realistic than the actual feeling from a real person. I love how Romeo first met Juliet and how Juliet is no longer weak but a strong heroic warrior. I love how Romeo fight to make the world they dreamed of and despite all objections and punishment upon him, he always manage to move on based solely on the love they had for each other. I love the idea of how a simple flower, Iris can remind Romeo and Juliet of their love. I love how Romeo will fight and in fact kill Juliet to take her burden and sin upon himself. In my opinion, it is easy to die for the one you love but it is never easy to hurt the one you love. I absolutely love how Romeo died in Juliet arms and his last words to her. It is touching to see the exchanged of emotions between them and the chance for them to actually say good bye to each other. The good quality of the anime really brings life to the characters not to mention the theme song Inori You Raise Me up gives the complete touch to it. This anime may have a simple idea and at times some random scene that ruined the anime but the love between the star cross lovers bring life to it and create the true meaning of love we can no longer see in this world which is symbolized by the death of the Escalus. Gonzo tells us not only the main theme of love, betrayal and sacrifice but also the deeper meaning that one day humans' sins will destroy the world unless we learn to love them because those who actually want to sacrifice themselves to save the world are only the few (Juliet in this case) while the leaders are corrupted by sins (Grand Duke) and people who will follows orders despite right or wrong because of power (Mercutio) and good fighters who wants to fight but barely have the power to (Romeo) and innocent people who suffers the fate from the conflicts created. Romeo X Juliet is definitely an anime worth watching for those who actually want to see a deeper meaning in a simple anime and for people who just want a simple romantic anime that brings emotions to life. The star cross lovers is a symbol of everlasting stars upon the sky that will shine brightly for each other in life or death.