Love and honesty

So much alcohol influence in this post and yet I must say it is probably the honestly that I am trying to convey. I am a pharmacist who is trying to speak to many who have great ambition who is stuck to its job? Not just pharmacist, but anything from waitress to the counter lady i met at a supermarket, people aren't happy are they? I believe that each time I go to a new place, I am meant for something. I am meant to help someone. I made that my believe and my resolution. Today, the 4th of May 2012, i have found it. I will make her a different person. A successful person, who will be happy and lovely. I want the best for her. I don't need to know her. All i know is, as long as i live, i am meant to help those who needs me. Every time, I helped someone, it reminds me of my existence. I thought that I am brought to the world to love but perhaps that I am wrong? I have no idea? no proper mentality for this. But I definitely know that i love with my heart and wish to find someone out there like me. I only wish for that. But honestly, i will never want to hear another story, where a young boy hang himself because he thinks he is not worth it, every time i think about it, it hurts me because i know, if i was there, i will never have let him went to that state. People ignore, neglect what is most important and people around them because they are selfish. Ask yourself, have you been selfish? If you have, don't worry, go back to your routine and tell at least one person that they mean something to you. All you know is there is nothing to lose to be honest to yourself that you are a good person who cares about someone and best of all, you saved someone. Honestly, many people who died because they kill themselves is because they find that life is no longer meaningful. And do you ever stop to say why? I will tell you why, it is because they thought that no one cares! So if you care, ignore your ego, ignore your everything, tell them you love them and that you want to help them and be there for them! That's all they need! Please don't let another soul die because you forget or you are selfish not to say I love you. It's just words but if you are a good person, you will help and you will love. Love and not hate! love with your heart and soul! and if you die tomorrow, you will know you have been a good person. And if you think I am crazy, well, you can but I am sure those who think about this and really give it a good thought and not selfish, they will find one person who they can tell i love you to tonight. :) Ps. Love is what make life beautiful, so love, don't hate, we will just need to trust that there will be someone that will carry us home tonight and keep us safe.